Herb Smith
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DrWahoo (IP Logged)
Date: November 13, 2008 06:46PM
Last night I got rebaptised in the Jazz gospel, by my old jazz instructor Herb Smith. When it comes to classical I have been around some prominently trained musicians, but my jazz experience has been pretty humble. I really got into jazz at Spelman, a little school in Atlanta. After a horrific experience at Spelman where my intellect or political views were not accepted (note to all: being a militant right wing republican on a black campus is a really bad idea), I continued to play at Northern Virginia Community College.
Being the elitist academic that I am, going to community college was perhaps the most embarrassing moment in my life. I'm not going to lie I was mortified at going to a community college. Where I come from, (and this not true for every community college) only pot heads go to community college, not honors students who listen to classical music. I did not give up my youth in favor of academics to go to a school full of pot heads.
Luckily for me I found jazz and strangely I have learned to embrace drug users of all kinds. Like the Statue of Liberty, I now can say, "Give me your pot heads, your junkies and pill poppers, Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free, The wretched refuse of your teeming shore. Send these, the homeless, tempest-tost to me, I lift my trumpet beside the golden door of jazz!" LOL. But I digress....as usual....
I do agree with Wynton about one thing Jazz is so much like true democracy. However, where we differ is where the roots of jazz come from and the reason for this is Herb Smith. Again I met Herb 10 very long years ago when I was 19, before I had two kiddies and a soon-to-be ex husband. In fact before last night I hadn't seen Herb in 10 years, because once I met my husband at said community college I pretty much left jazz behind because it was causing too much trouble in the relationship. Well the hubby is gone so jazz is back. I should have known it wasn't going to work from the start, I wanted to be a female Miles Davis he wanted me to be a black Donna Reed. Clearly a conflict of interest that came to horrible head this year. C'est la vie.
As I have been going through this horrible divorce, jazz continues to sooth me, which is why I sought out Herb after so many years. During my 10 year marriage I lost a piece of my soul trying to be something I wasn't for man that couldn't appreciate or accept all that I am anyway :_( So instead of doing the whole Waiting to Exhale crying in the corner thing, I figure I would go find Herb and just start playing again since he was was the first one to baptize me in the jazz gospel.
You see Herb was the first one to explain to me 10 years ago that jazz is a religion and I have never forgot it. That man ruined me for all other jazz instructors because he embodies the spirit of what jazz means to me. I have come to realize after several months on this forum and kicking it with Herb last night, that you cannot control what people think about jazz, because again jazz is a lifestyle and an experience. Herb explained to the class that you have to walk like the jazz greats and be around them to truly understand the music. I asked him what should I do to get better at theory and he said just come around, that I don't need a book. He told me to be patient and trust my ear. As a classically trained musician that was the most liberating advice I had ever gotten, because you don't trust your ear when it comes to classical, you trust your eyes. There are no room for mistakes in classical, while Herb said don't be scared to make mistakes just keep trying to you get it right. Jazz has something that classical music doesn't have, which is GRACE.
Then he spent 2 hours lecturing a class of predominately white students about how jazz is language and you have to feel the music and not over intellectualize it. He explained that Miles never liked being asked questions by band members but kept telling them to listen and find their own voice. Then Herb went off and started cussing at the class about how screwed up this country is and how we are living in dangerous times. Only if you have watched a Bernie Mac film can you appreciate how Herb behaves. People on this forum continue to negate the fact that black people have their own culture and voice that is distinct from white American culture. But like the Washington Post, "if you don't get it, ya don't get it."
I have to admit I am SO old school when it comes to jazz. In fact Herb watched me play for the first in long time last night and said" you look just like Miles when you play." Normally I would just blow comments like that off, but Herb has actually played with Miles and still talks to his kids, so I was really flattered. Plus I think Herb is an old jazz journey man looking to pass off his knowledge about jazz to someone he can trust. In African culture, legacy is built through the spoken word not written language. This is not unlike what the Bible says about "life and death lie in the power of the tongue." Herb spoke so much life into me when he said "you are Miles, you are Sarah Vaughn" and I don't think he meant musically necessarily but that I as an African American embodied the struggle and experiences that shaped these jazz greats. I don't know about white culture, but in black culture it gives a person a sense of pride when someone says "you look just like your mama" because it means the power of a person's countenance has been passed on to you.
With that in mind, I don't care what anybody says black people need jazz now more than ever. Herb echoed what another great jazz artist told me this year, just because its music doesn't mean its quality. This other jazz artist said "people go eat at McDonald's every day, but that doesn't mean they are eating quality food. Yeah its good but it will kill you if you eat too much." I didn't understand it at first because the brother is so deep sometimes it takes me a while for my brain to catch up. He was so right, once you get a steady diet of some good jazz it is amazing how your whole soul throws up at the thought of listening to another dumb pop or hip hop song. Case and point before spending time with Herb last night I loved the new Beyonce song "If I was a boy" but then after playing jazz with Herb, I all of sudden realized how dumb that song is. One night in the presence of a jazz great and my who conscience was seriously raised. With the average IQ of black Americans being 80, I think jazz is what needs to be prescribed for my people or else we will be relegated to a Pootie Tang existence say "Waditai my dimee damies". PLEASE JAZZ SAVE MY PEOPLE FROM THEMSELVES !!!! ROFL.
But to be fair, I LOVE QUALITY MUSIC but I have to find balance though. Otherwise I will lock myself in my house and refuse to be sociable. I am already a pariah as it is in my family because I refuse to listen to Smooth Jazz 105.9 or really bad Gospel. I seriously can not go on road trips with them, because the music they listen to is SO bad. Wynton may be moving to a higher ground, but I am trying to find a middle ground. Herb even agreed that Wynton while an excellent musician and jazz technician, he is simply not innovative, because he is not connected to the roots of jazz. I love Wynton, but seriously a blues album with Willie Nelson ?!! That should tell you right there that the black community has gone a little OJ Simpson on Wynton pre-Johnnie Cochran and the glove. Last I checked B.B. King is still a live. I still don't get the rationale on why he choose a white country singer to do a blues album.
Edited 2 time(s). Last edit at 11/13/2008 07:08PM by DrWahoo.